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HERO -- Superchic[k]

2009-06-18T07:48:21Z

No one talks to her, she feels so alone
She's in too much pain to survive on her own
The hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife
She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life
Each day she goes on is a day that she's brave
Fighting the lie that giving up is the way
Each moment of courage, her own life she saves
When she throws the pills out,
A hero is made.

kiwawa @ 2009-05-28T09:21:00

2009-05-28T16:21:25Z

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Scared shitless.

2008-05-21T07:45:20Z

I just want to run in the opposite direction and never look back.

This is what I'm used to doing.

...But I can't, anymore.

I need to stand still. Take everything in. Let everything in. Absorb it.

I don't want to be the girl who runs anymore. I want to be the girl who faces everything life throws at her. I mean, I've been through so much shit in my life. Why does it feel like I can't get through this?

I am constantly in a battle with myself... struggling between pushing people that I care about away, and whether or not to let them in. Amazing, isn't it?

...I'm afraid, because suddenly things in my life make sense. I've become so used to dysfunctional that any sense of normalcy is weird.

Natural Highs

2007-11-07T03:16:48Z

1. Falling in love.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. No lines at the supermarket.

5. A special glance.

6. Getting mail.

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.

8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

11. A milkshake.

12. A bubble bath.

13. Giggling.

15. The beach.

16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.

17. Laughing at yourself.

18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you.

19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

20. Running through sprinklers.

21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS.

24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).

27. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

28. Playing with a new puppy.

29. Having someone play with your hair.

30. Sweet dreams.

31. Hot chocolate.

32. Road trips with friends.

33. Swinging on swings.

34. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

35. Making chocolate chip cookies.

36. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

37. Holding hands with someone you care about.

38. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.

39. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.

40. Watching the sunrise.

41. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

42. Knowing that somebody misses you.

43. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

44. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter w hat other people think.

45. Watching a child sleep.